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Tuesday, February 18
unadhesived.
when i needed four more than ever i awoke to found that i was one alone lone one and was attacked by four who clawed at my eyes and left them tear shot and bleeding because the one question that should've been asked wasn't, and four said i had a problem. i fight my own small fights, but now it's four armys against one army of alone lone one and the odds are against one winning leaving four small victories to be lost on a future date.
but the problem has been elminated leaving the solution and one to fight it out on their own.
which should really be called incoherent because it's pretty.
Maria 3:14:00 PM
Monday, February 17
that really sucks, maria.
maranda seems really dillusional and cracked out.
my advice is to not let it turn into a big fight though, because it'd be sad if you couldn't talk to the other m's now as well. they seem less retarded. but i don't really know any of them, except meg.
you should get away from orono. go to farmington. or anywhere else. college shouldn't be a continuation of high school, thats-a what i think.
and i don't mind the pantie parade being a venting space too. it's funner.
i want your new screen name. wink.
Giorgie 6:30:00 PM
plus, i need friends who actually give a shit. so. i don't really want to work it out. i just want most of them gone.
Maria 12:00:00 AM
but it can't be because she/they won't listen. and it was pathetic because apparently it's been talked about amongst all of them. and now, two of my three classes are going to be awkward as fuck because maranda's in my advertising class (AND in my group for that class, what a dumb move) and meg's in my psych class. i need to drop out.
Maria 12:00:00 AM
Sunday, February 16
mosaic. sniffle snifflie.
i'm just going to take a timeout and post a non-poem entry here, seeing as one of the m's knows about the gff. maranda imed me today and was all pissed off because of an away message i had up last night. she then proceeded to tell me I have problems. what. the. fuck. if anyone has problems, she does. she's the one who's been the crappy friend, not me. my parents are happy that i'm finally realizing that she's a stupid fucking bitch, but why am i so sad? :c/ probably coz i still love morgan, but i doubt i'll be able to hang out with her coz of the other mofos. but whatever. the last thing i needed this morning was to be attacked by my "best friend". what a fucka.
/end rant.
Maria 5:09:00 PM
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